okay , i dont care if my grammer is good enough for you. but im just writing and expressing myself , so dale here we go. Im starting a blog to pretty much to talk about how i feel & think or what i go thru each day. I always wanted to express my feelings because i have no one to listen or to talk too. To be honest , friends come and go and I have only 4. My mom , sister , christy & kathy. thats pretty much it. No boyfriend because apparently he’s a complete %$#@ and its not going to be worth my time. Each day i tell myself , what am I doing ?! Because , All i do 24/7 is Dance , Academics , and sleep. Cuz , thats daaa life. Ive been dancing since at age 3 and til now. Plus this week is my final week of being in my dance team let me tell ya’ll. Cause the final show is this friday. 4 years and its now and never. So upset to realize but finally social life <3 ! But it hurts since this is my family since day 1 so thats all i have. soo tired… night
In the past couple of days , I really had some hard thinking and decisions to make. The fact that my boyfriend/companion decide to join the marines and wants me to be by his side , made me realize what my future holds. I loved him since day one but we both decided to be friends for now. indeed he still wants me next to him and spend every moment we both possibly can but we had to make a decision and be friends for a whole year and wait to see and show him i really do want to support him whatever path he makes. this past thursday was my senior prom and we both danced on the dance floor alll night ! And told me to never ever let go his hand and thankfully i found a keeper. 2 months from now ill be graduating and attending college while my bf will be joining the marines that same month. I just know ill be making the right decision and ill be staying with him til eternity. <3
